Now that I am starting chemo in two days I feel like I am in a race.
1st step-Getting Ready
I have been getting ready by having all my surgeries, blood tests, more blood tests, MRIs, PET scans, port put in, buying wigs, trying to prepare my children.
2ND step-Get Set
I met with three of my Dr's on Friday and after reviewing my tests, giving me my prescriptions to get filled(nine of them) and answering my last minute questions I AM SET!
3rd-GO
I will run to start my chemo treatment Tuesday. OK so I won't run maybe a jog ok a walk, but I am so ready. I would be lying if I said I wasn't nervous, oh now I am just flat out lying. I hate to say this, but I am scared for the unknown. After Tuesday pain or not I will be fine. My plan is NOT to be sick or tired or all the many things I have heard may happen. I call it being positive, some say its denial, but whatever it works for me. HA HA
As far as the race I will complete it in 6 months and I will win!
I just wanted to add a few quotes that I read to day-
"There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle."Albert Einstein
"How wonderful it is that nobody need wait a single moment before starting to improve the world." Anne Frank
"Feed your faith and your fears will starve to death" Author Unknown
Everyone have a wonderful week!
Sunday, December 6, 2009
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You are AWESOME Shaquel! Please don't hesitate to call if you need ANYTHING! Seriously.
ReplyDeleteYou are ready! I hope it goes smooth as can be. I am praying lots and will be fasting for ya. I love you tons. Remember Heavenly Father is directing this great plan from above and will take care of all the little details.
ReplyDeleteGood luck! I will be thinking about you all day. . . all 7 hours :)
ReplyDeleteGood Luck Shaq! I'll be praying for you always:)
ReplyDeleteShaquel, I've been thinking alot about you lately. Know that there are ALOT of us sending positive thoughts your way. I love you.
ReplyDeleteOur thoughts and prayers will be with you all day long. Good luck!
ReplyDeleteYour awesome Shaquel!!!! Thanks for the post.
ReplyDeleteWe'll be thinking of you today, Shaquel!
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