Thursday, April 29, 2010

Another Successful Surgery!

Wahoo!! She did it again and came out on top! Surgery went great for Shaquel yesterday.
She is now recovering at her mom's house and once again DRUGS ARE GOOD!! I'm going
to take the liberty and create what I think would
be on her "thankful top ten" list:
1 through 10 would be the
same...
I AM SO BLESSED TO HAVE SUCH GOOD PAIN KILLERS!

As far as what happened yesterday regarding her surgeries, the doctors went in through the belly
button and were able to "zap" the ovaries and then continued
to remove them as well as check out
other organs like the stomach and liver to make sure
they were healthy and all is good. Everything checked out in EXCELLENT
condition!
She now is just going to focus on getting strength back and gearing
up for radiation which will begin as soon as the end of May
if everything heals accordingly.
Nurse Tiesha will be arriving sometime today and will take extra good care
of Shaquel for the weekend.

Today is going to be a quiet day of DRUGS and healing for her
and hopes that by tomorrow she will
be in a more conscience mode to answer her phone, have
conversation, and remember who she talks to.

She is so thankful that you all have supported her
and have kept her in your prayers! She feels
it on a daily basis!



Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Hopefully The Last Surgery

I will be leaving my home for surgery at 3:45am tomorrow. I am the first patient so hopefully the Dr's have had a good nights sleep and are ready to operate. My plan is to stay in St. George for a couple of days and then come home, but will see what tomorrow brings.
Thank you Heidi and Beth and to everyone that came to celebrate with me at the luncheon. That was very kind of all you. I also appreciate the gifts. More importantly I appreciate your friendship and the kindness you show me and my family.
Well I better get back to cleaning my house so if anyone comes to help with my kids they will think my house is always clean. Ha Ha

No Regrets,

Monday, April 26, 2010

Listening For The Good

This past week has been so nice. I decided I would be more attentive to my surroundings and just listen. I mean listen for the good, nothing negative.

These are 10 things I enjoyed hearing this week!
1. Rain Falling
2.The Sacrament Prayer
3.Listening to my children lay in their beds and talking to one another about anything and everything that day
4.Stillness of the night
5.Laughter-my children laughing, friends laughing and my self laughing at ourselves or one another.
6.Music-Especially my daughter practicing the piano
7.Friends voices I havent heard for far to long
8.My children saying their prayers and knowing that their Heavenly Father is listening to them
9.Friends and Family calling with concern about how I am doing
10.A child throwing a fit and it wasn't mine!

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Patience

Today was a full day of meeting with Dr's. Overall it was a good day. My prognosis is good. My counts were below normal but much higher then a few weeks ago. They are high enough to allow me to have my surgery. I actually will have 2 surgeries. The first one will be to have my ovaries taken out(my cancer is estrogen induced) and the second will be to fix my scarred, flat chest. The plan was two have them 6-8 weeks apart. After going to a new gynecologist and coordinating his surgery day with my plastic surgeon all worked out to have on the same day. The Dr's have warned me that having both will be quite painful especially since chemo has wrecked havoc on my body. I understand what they are saying but I want to have them both done now.

I haven't been feeling well this week. I subbed for a first grade class on Monday by the time I got home I could barely move my body. It hurt so bad. I ended up being sick for at least 24 hours. I was telling Dr. H. about it today and in a serious tone he said"I think you were supposed to learn patience this past year and you Haven't!" Then he started laughing. I totally disagree. He thinks I am impatient because I expect to do things that I used to do and never get tired or feel sick .He reminded me it will take up to a year and I probably will never feel the same way. I'll show him(maybe). While teaching I had this little boy tell me he was excited to have me teach because he has never been taught by a genie. I told him I wish I was a genie. I had a good laugh.

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Its All In How You Look At It !

Is it wrong to recognize every hospital number on your caller ID and opt not to answer it? I have been dealing with my medical bills today. I am not complaining about them, except for the fact why do they have to make the bills so confusing. From one hospital they have 20 different account numbers and bill you separately for each one. I would love to receive one bill and have the account numbers itemized with a running total on the bottom.When they call saying that they are calling regarding a certain account number I want to say well let me go through my manyyyyy files and I will get back to you in about 2 hours. It drives me crazy! But don't worry I will be fine all it takes is some chocolate.

For some exciting news, I was examining my head the other day and saw a little hair growing. I was so excited I ran into my girls room and said "look moms hair is growing" Kylie looked and said"where"? I go over to there window flip open there blinds and tell them to look in the light. Savannah said "mom I don't think you can call it hair I think it's called fuzz" They weren't impressed. I don't think they shared in the same excitement that I was feeling at that moment.


Over the weekend I posted a picture of me bald. I ended up taking it off about a hour later. I just don't like seeing myself bald. I thought it would be fun to post and then take pictures as my hair grew out, but I decided no one needs to see my bald head that bad.

I hope all of you are enjoying your week. Thanks for reading my blog.
No Regrets,

Saturday, April 10, 2010

A new puppy

It's been an exciting day in the Cannon household. I finally let my kids get a puppy. It's a very cute yellow lab. I had a collie when I was little but she was hit by a car. That was the only dog I really loved. My other siblings had dogs growing up but I never really got into the whole love of animals again. When I got married I found out that my husband and his family were big animal lovers. We started with a puppy and that dog was the best dog ever. Her name was Daley. She now has passed on but my kids were close to her and have wanted another one ever since. At Christmas we were close to getting a puppy but I just couldn't think about a dog when I was just starting chemo. I told the kids when all my treatments were over we would get one. This past week we had the opportunity to get a papered dog that seems to be great. I do have to say although I am not a big animal lover I do think it is good for kids to have pets.
Who knows maybe I will have to walk the dog and that's how I will get back into shape. I can't seem to get myself up and walking on my own.

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Hooray For Spring!

Today I had a Dr's appointment. All went well and I will be going into surgery on the 28Th. I am ready, its one more thing I can check off the list. For now I am grateful that I have the time to let my body heal and get sronger.



This past week has been so nice. I love when the weather is not to hot or to cold. The flowers are beautiful and the colors are so vibrant. While working in the garden, the dirt is still moist and pulling weeds is still fun. I even love the spring cleaning when the windows are open and everything seems so bright and clean, I seem to have energy to do the deep cleaning, even with my kids. I can roll down the windows in my car while driving and feel the fresh air. Wave or shout a hello to many of the neighbors who are out mowing their lawns, kids riding their bikes, playing in their yards or on the street if they live on mine.


I always want a convertible this time of year. Many years ago I went with my sister and two friends to Florida and the Bahamas. While in Florida we rented a convertible, we were so excited driving the car just being on vacation and while driving down the beach we were able to feel the air on are faces with are hair blowing in the wind and feeling oh so ever carefree. I think we all thought we were pretty cool. What wonderful memories. OK so my mind has wandered from sharing my enthusiasm for spring to my vacation but I am sure you get the point.



I can't finish without mentioning the Easter season celebrating the Resurrection of Jesus Christ and being ever so grateful for the Atonement. I enjoyed listening to General conference and hearing our Prophet speak to us. It definitely tops off the love I have for the spring.I hope you all enjoy the spring as well.